They melt my heart....

I hope that this moment will stay in my head for a VERY long time. I was holding my sweet baby Ethan trying to get him to go to sleep for the night. His eye lids so heavy, I look at him and he just coos and smiles at me and pulls at my shirt. That sweet little smile of his and those droopy eyes that looked up at me just melted my heart and turned me to mush. He is so incredibly sweet.

Conner was sitting right next to us holding my hand and every few seconds grabbing my face with his other hand to make me look at him and whispering in his soft little voice so that he would not wake up Ethan....mommy, mommy, mommy, mommy.....all he wanted was my attention but then he finally gives Ethan a hug and a kiss and lays down on my lap and goes to sleep.

No place better on Earth then next to my sweet little boys. It's so nice to be needed by them and I just feel like the luckiest person ever.